I don't know exactly how to handle this situation
But apparently my sister has DID (or just multiple personality disorder) she has 2 alters I've met so far and I've gotten along pretty well with them but I just
I feel awful because I want my sister
I just want my sister
I miss her and I know it's still there but it's not her anymore
It's someone else and I just want her back
Is that wrong? I feel awful for feeling that way
I want the person I've grown up with for the past 7 years back
It feels wrong to admit but it's true
I love her and I love her alters..kinda but I just I don't know
I don't know I feel bad for her because one of her alters went and cheated on her GF and they broke up and I just
I feel bad for feeling this way and it feels wrong to feel this way but it also feels normal to feel this way
They were all so excited to meet me so why the hell am I so worried I'm gonna mess things up? She's my sister still right? What the hell is wrong with me? Why do I feel so shitty for no reason? I don't know I just have no one to talk to about this Irl because I'd feel bad for betraying her trust and this is the closest I'll have to finally getting my feelings out