I'm tired

Really tired

Emotionally tbh

I wish I could just

Turn my emotions off for a couple hours

Let myself recharge cuz Im just I dunno I'm tired of feeling them

Emotions get in the way sometimes and everyone shames me for feeling them

I shame myself for feeling them sometimes to

I dunno

Am I a mess? Is this normal? I don't think it's normal

I don't know

I dunno why I wanna know

I think I'm just sad today

I'm sad and tired

I wish I could feel better

Feel happy for a day

But I guess I have to feel other things

I wish I was a little kid again

I don't Wanna feel like this

I don't wanna care so much

Why do I care so much? Is this apart of growing up? I don't wanna grow up anymore I've never wanted to grow up

I just wanna take a break I wanna be a kid again everything's going to fast it feels like the last episode of part 6 where times going super fast I don't like it

Everything sucks I hate it hate school I just wanna take a break everyone keeps telling me I need to figure out my life and I need to be more happy but I don't feel happy

Why? Why do I feel this way? I don't have a reason to feel this way it doesn't make sense why do I feel like my mom doesn't love me? Why does she get upset with me all the time? Why don't I trust people anymore? I feel like a burden I don't like it I just wanna feel normal is that so hard to ask? I feel like I'm growing up to fast

I feel like I'm to mature for my age

I don't like it I don't wanna be mature I don't wanna know these things and feel this way I don't like it I don't like it all

I just want a break please that's all I want but if Course time still ticks on and I still age nonetheless

I don't like it

It's to much

To many sounds to many sights

I wanna break from seeing things and hearing things and feeling things and I just want a break from everything i feel...fake all the time I don't like it I don't like it at all and everyone just disregards what I say

God I need therapy

I don't like this anymore

I wanna quit school and just take a damn break it's to much anymore I'm sorry for typing this out and having you guys read it I'm sorry for everything I'm sorry for not posting a lot and worrying you guys