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WHY BE LEFT WITH NO FAMILY AND NO FRIENDS

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My sister (life update/vent?)

Posted by littewolf49 - January 18th, 2024


I don't know exactly how to handle this situation

But apparently my sister has DID (or just multiple personality disorder) she has 2 alters I've met so far and I've gotten along pretty well with them but I just

I feel awful because I want my sister

I just want my sister

I miss her and I know it's still there but it's not her anymore

It's someone else and I just want her back

Is that wrong? I feel awful for feeling that way

I want the person I've grown up with for the past 7 years back

It feels wrong to admit but it's true

I love her and I love her alters..kinda but I just I don't know

I don't know I feel bad for her because one of her alters went and cheated on her GF and they broke up and I just

I feel bad for feeling this way and it feels wrong to feel this way but it also feels normal to feel this way

They were all so excited to meet me so why the hell am I so worried I'm gonna mess things up? She's my sister still right? What the hell is wrong with me? Why do I feel so shitty for no reason? I don't know I just have no one to talk to about this Irl because I'd feel bad for betraying her trust and this is the closest I'll have to finally getting my feelings out


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Dealing with someone you’ve known for your whole life, then learning they have different personalities within them is difficult, because it could potentially be like talking to a completely new person, what doesn’t help us that they share a familiar face, it’s not wrong to being awkward around your sister’s different personalities, and it isn’t wrong for her to go back to normal, but their isn’t to much that can be done, you may be able to build a good friendship with the other personalities, but you may also find it difficult to adjust to it all, you just gotta try

I get along with just about all of them
They all care about me and I can see her in all of them I'm just worried I'll say something wrong or do something wrong to make them upset or something I love my sister I truly do its just hard but I'll try my hardest
Thank you by the way panda I love you!/p